So decided that I'm going to try and write here a little bit more often because;
1. I really do want to be become a writer but right now with my English and with me not being able to construct a sentence properly, that dream is slowly going down the drain.
1. I really do want to be become a writer but right now with my English and with me not being able to construct a sentence properly, that dream is slowly going down the drain.
2. I can't concentrate on studying at all. Whenever it comes to study time, I can sit for hours doing absolutely nothing, so someone told me to just write down all the thoughts that come into my head to get rid of it, if I write here I kill two birds with one stone!
Whoever said I wasn't good at multitasking? ;)
Anyway getting back to the reason why I can't concentrate. Lately I don't seem to have the motivation anymore to study at all, at first I thought maybe it was because I didn't take enough breaks and was studying too much, but even after I took a break I just wasn't in the mood to get back and hit the books. Everything I did seemed a lot more interesting then looking at anatomy books, then I started thinking about why I wasn't motivated and finally came up with some sort of explanation. I'm starting to wonder if medicine really is for me? Did I choose my path in life too early? The thing about it is that I have always loved chemistry, but every job that actually has chemistry in it holds no interest for me e.g studying pharmacy would have been perfect but any career to do with it just isn't. Which leaves me in a dead end, because to be honest apart from art (which is hard to make a career out of) I don't really have any other choice in jobs. Maybe it's just a phase I'm going through? either way..I made my bed, now I have to lie in it.
Whoever said I wasn't good at multitasking? ;)
Anyway getting back to the reason why I can't concentrate. Lately I don't seem to have the motivation anymore to study at all, at first I thought maybe it was because I didn't take enough breaks and was studying too much, but even after I took a break I just wasn't in the mood to get back and hit the books. Everything I did seemed a lot more interesting then looking at anatomy books, then I started thinking about why I wasn't motivated and finally came up with some sort of explanation. I'm starting to wonder if medicine really is for me? Did I choose my path in life too early? The thing about it is that I have always loved chemistry, but every job that actually has chemistry in it holds no interest for me e.g studying pharmacy would have been perfect but any career to do with it just isn't. Which leaves me in a dead end, because to be honest apart from art (which is hard to make a career out of) I don't really have any other choice in jobs. Maybe it's just a phase I'm going through? either way..I made my bed, now I have to lie in it.
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