Saturday 26 March 2011

One thing leads to another

Ever notice how just one thing that puts you in a bad mood for a few hours will turn into a whole week of Murphy's law? (Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong). 
   I have a quick and really bad temper, and it started with an Irish classmate from here telling me that he was in contact with the Irish ambassador to here and she wanted to have lunch with the Irish students who were studying here to get to know them. Sounds cool right? Little did I know what a complete waste of time it was going to be, because long story short he had messed up, told her he wasn't going to be able to make it and only decided to tell me this the night before. That as small as it may seem got me temper fired up because of all the other things that have been adding up to it, mainly;
   My left shoulder is in bits(pretty certain it's the same injury I had a few years ago, to which I didn't finish my antibiotics for, is coming back again), my throat is still soar because of the swollen tonsils (For the first time in my life I have tonsillitis) I've had for the last month to which my father continues to tell me will be fine, and leave them be, my eye is soar and red for no reason, I'm starving because all I've had to eat is coke and two cups of tea because I have no money left on my account and when I tried to ask my sister if dad has sent me money she got annoyed hung up on me cause I didn't want to go on skype cause I was already in a bad mood from my phone not working, and the fact that I haven't had a proper nights sleep for a week (because of the yet again number of exams I have) resulting in me sleeping during the day but being interrupted every time by the loud banging on the door coming from the bin man looking for my neighbour. And all I wanted to do was talk to two people about it both of whom chose to ditch me, so I turned off my phone, signed out of facebook, skype and msn. Locked myself in my room and sat down reading all the book blogs I've recently found out about. To of no avail I'm still in a bad mood and until one of these problems is solved it doesn't look like it's going to change. Still I'm going to go to sleep optimistic, maybe tomorrow things will change for the better?
 

Monday 7 March 2011

Cynical Thoughts

I'm feeling very cynical today. Two things I learnt today
  1. Being polite might make you feel like a better person, but it doesn't get you far in life
  2. Stupidity, ignorance and rudeness is the devils temptation for people who are trying to control their temper
Treat people the way you want to be treated, talk to people the way you want to be talked to, respect will get you respect” is the biggest load of crap I've heard and just an earnest dream.
Life is like a game of “the weakest link” wherever you are in life you'll be a team but don't forget it's a competition, if you're dragging down the team you'll be dropped so learn to pull your own weight. Cause there are only two people in this world you can truly count on no matter what; yourself and God.  

Friday 4 March 2011

Observant People

You feel so significant in this world when these two questions are asked to you in one day
Is it your birthday close?”Asked by someone I see on a daily basis
Where you in class today? “ Asked by the person I met before class and we walked around trying to figure out where the class was today.
One day I will stop being so polite and just say to people what's REALLY on my mind.

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